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One drop...(zu Shivaa sieht) |
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geschrieben am: 25.02.2002 um 22:06 Uhr
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one drop,
whispers
blood
just one
red
i like the way it looks against the white sink
warm
theres blood on the blade too
red
i like the way it cut so clean
maybe.....
no....one is enough
then the pain faded
and i can feel my heart again
no !
anything but this throbbing nagging pain
i watch the blade glide across someones arm.....
one long even line......
little pearls of blood ooze out between the thin cut
i am amazed
i watch one roll across the side and fall to into the sink
two drops, three----four
theyre falling faster
faster!
faster still,
where was the pain this time?
i catch my eye in the mirror.....angry eyes are mine right now
BETRAYED
there was no pain
i see someones hand with a blade
blood......red......warm....
hear the sound?
the sound of sharp metal scratching against skin?
i gaze at the puddle in the sink,
and at my arm
back to the blade
maybe....
no...im not obsessed
i admit i had a problem with food.....
but this? this is psychoshit man
a drop tickles the side of my arm
red.........warm.......
and watch someones hand draw another line...deeper.....
my hands are full of it
red........warm......
hear the sound'?
of sharp metal falling in the sink?
i feel the pain now
see the blood?
ìts everywhere...........
i catch my eye in the mirror.......lonely eyes are mine now
my heart bleeds for the pain you have caused me
you...you...all of you......
was it too much to listen to me?
oh yes, im a child i remember....people dont listen to children
I HAVE FEELINGS TOO GODDAMMIT
and theyre important...
my lifes important!
i turn the water on
my blood....
red........warm.......thick
tunrns lighter
lighter!
lighter still
till none is left...but for the circle of the first drop.....
one drop....
whispers....i love you
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geschrieben am: 25.02.2002 um 22:19 Uhr
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Nein, ich glaub nicht aber ich hab deine gedichte gelesen...
und hab mir gedacht ich könnte auch mal meiner erfahrungen luft machen...ich denke du weisst wie das ist... |
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geschrieben am: 25.02.2002 um 22:25 Uhr
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*nickt leicht*
Wir sehen uns bestimmt mal im ZW, hab dich früher da gesehen. Würde gerne mal reden...denn der grund scheitn bei uns beiden ein wenig der selbe zu sein... |
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geschrieben am: 25.02.2002 um 22:28 Uhr
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ok mach ich *freutz schon*
*knuddelt mal lieb*
bis dann mal |
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geschrieben am: 25.02.2002 um 22:34 Uhr
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Ich nich *grinsleicht*
Bin dafür zu dumm *kopfschüttel* |
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geschrieben am: 25.02.2002 um 22:45 Uhr
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Once upon a time there was my life
once upon a time i was happy being sad
mirrored soul reflecting knife
cut out veins, damp dark and bad
felt like tumbled out side in
felt like cutting blades
mirrored soul the knife is shining
left crying as the pain it fades
Once upon a time there was you
Once upon a time you were lonely in youre lies
Mirrored soul, bruised through and through
My heart still frozen, dead, my eyes
you found me there,so dark and cold
and searched for life in the depth of my soal
did something no one was ever told
warmed me like fire to a coal
You're the glowing sun in my life
The only resting moon
Mirrored soul, far cast the knife
youre arms, they hold me soon
Safe and sound and my eyes awake
hold you tight into eternity,ever close
swim butterfly in a tear rimmed lake
high on youre loving overdose
This is to thank to forgive and forget
To saviour our hearts and loosen our minds
to let go of pain to throw far our fret
to tell you you mean to me still as much
with you life is like heaven on a daily basis
still rewinding soft youre sacred touch
i find your eyes in a million faces...
©A.C |
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